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Jean Colonomos

Jean Colonomos is a former member of the Martha Graham Dance Company and a former freelance dance journalist who wrote for publications such as Dance Magazine and The Village Voice.  Her award-winning play, Black Dawn, is based on psychogenic blindness many Cambodian women suffered in the wake of Pol Pot’s Cambodian genocide. 

 

THE TEMPLE OF THE PELVIC TRUTH
                               In the nineteen sixties I was a member of the Martha Graham Dance Company.

We are the Graham crackers
who worship at the Temple of the Pelvic Truth.
We pray to the Kundalini and Duende Goddesses
where our contractions and releases,
like these holy preachings,
begin at the base of our spines.

We start our rituals on the floor,
some of us anticipating the classes’ tone
from the pianist accompanying that day.
Tom, our least favorite,
bangs out a 4/4 beat
missing the sensuous innuendos
in Martha’s movement vocabulary.

A small group enjoys
drip-dry jazz king Ralph.
He teases out a note
and then                    silence.
When we’re about to give up,
he plunks another key
to inform our next move.

And then there’s Stanley
whose swelling chords
seep into our bodies.
When he plays, we lose
how imperfect we are,
how awful is our balance,
our contractions,
and our being.
We are truly gone.




DEAR AGE,

I’m happy to report
the lines on my face
are still double-spaced.




LOVING WHAT IS*

When Isabelle starts pre-K this fall, my daughter asks her four year old whether she wants to learn French or Spanish.  Plain, Isabelle replies, meaning plain English.
My year-plus grandson, William, teeter totters, then kerplops on his tush.  When he’s frustrated, he’ll sometimes crumple into a ball and cry.
During Isabelle’s dance recital, she pays little attention to the teachers at stage right and left performing the steps.  My granddaughter has memorized the routine and improvises when she forgets what’s next.
Giddy William watches his sister dance, rocks his head back and forth, then bends up and down in sync with the head-banger music.
When I snap Isabelle into her car seat, she strokes my cheek saying, I love your skin, Nana, then points to my forehead saying, that’s my favorite part.
Six months after her brother enters the world, Isabelle asks her mother, When can we have another William?

 
*title of Byron Katie’s book

 

 

 

David Herrle reviews Marie Lecrivain’s THE VIRTUAL TABLET OF IRMA TRE


published by Edgar & Lenore’s Publishing House
Los Angeles, 2014

order the book here or here


I can spiel about many subjects somewhat handily, but alchemy is one that ultimately escapes me, or, rather, that I haven’t chased very far.  The subject is never far away, however.  One can’t be a fan of William Blake’s The Marriage of Heaven and Hell, or dig anything by comics-writer Alan Moore, Jacob Boehme, Eckhart (not actor Aaron), H.P. Lovecraft, Friedrich Schiller and Hermetically-seasoned Swedenborg without encountering alchemy.  Also, lovers of Nietzsche can’t deny that his call for transfiguration, transvaluation and annihilation/re-creation of the Self involves the alchemical processes of solve and coagula: disintegration and reintegration, filling in the void of deconstruction with a better synthesis lest nihilism toss us into an existential trash heap.  As Schiller wrote in On the Aesthetic Education of Man: “Like the chemist, the philosopher finds combination only through dissolution, and the work of spontaneous Nature only through the torture of Art.”

OK, maybe I can spiel on the subject with some vim, but I defer to author Marie Lecrivain as an abler enthusiast – or, rather, an in-the-know practitioner.  I, frankly, haven’t the patience nor finesse to attempt a coherent book involving alchemy and such.  (I’m much more apt to say “The philosopher’s stoned” than seek the Philosopher’s Stone.)  However, my shortcomings on the matter aren’t what make me respect The Virtual Tablet of Irma Tre.  It’s the fact that the book is smart and insightful, and it’s as simultaneously simple and deep as ABC – literally: the poem titles are in alphabetical order (which must’ve been a feat in itself).  I like when an author’s particular style is applied to abstract ideas and grand universals, so I’m pleased that the book imparts Lecrivain’s own brand of the esoteric.

As I understand it, alchemy is essentially about finding and enhancing the Self, which is truly the final frontier, a dwarfer of oceans.  The Self business requires one to go beyond where science can go.  It’s about progress – and art.  “Alchemy is evolution,” Lecrivain writes in a brief preface.  For her “[t]he Universe is an ongoing experiment in alchemy,” and “everything [she does] is alchemy, including writing poetry.”  This is benign poison against nihilism.  There is a goal, a dialectical flow, a bright future, though all is cyclical and repetitive, as symbolized by the Ouroboros, the dragon/snake swallowing its own tail.  (In typical thoroughness Lecrivain covers the letters O and U with poems entitled “Oroboros” and “Uroboros.”)  A clip from “Trituration”:

Remember: All of this has happened before,
and will again.  It won’t lessen the pain,
but it will put a smile on your face.

And in “Distillation”:

…This is the time to
focus on what, where, and who you become on
your next turn of the wheel, the centrifuge of
incarnation that separates the karmic detritus of
your past and future selves. 

This reminds me of Nietzsche’s endorsement of (probably not belief in) “eternal recurrence of the same” and finding joy in everything that happens in a lifetime as if there are endless exact reiterations of it.  However, that notion doesn’t allow for karma’s variability, prioritizes necessity over what he sometimes called mendacious idealism and rejects the possibility of a world-beyond (Hinterwelten).  Lecrivain seems to appreciate both the given and the transcendent, and she celebrates the orchestration of existents, without the Nietzschean hierarchy of rule of the best.  “We’re all grapes on the cosmic vine” goes a line in a poem called “Wine.” Just as unlikely, diminutive Hobbits determined the fate of Tolkein’s Middle-earth, even the smallest of earthly things is worthy and can enhance the universe, as shown in “Stone”:

Whether it be a boulder
on which to build our kingdom
or a pebble skipped across
the streams of time…
Even the cobblestones
have a great destiny.

Great destiny isn’t easy to accept, however.  The Self is hard-won.  As the closing caption in Marvel’s Amazing Fantasy #15 (featuring the origin of Spider-Man) says, “[w]ith great power there must also come – great responsibility.”  Speaking of comics, I’m reminded of something Alan Moore said:

[Y]ou can almost understand the desire to simply wipe out that awareness [of being a Self], because it’s too much of a responsibility to actually possess such a thing as a soul, such a precious thing. What if you break it? What if you lose it? Mightn’t it be best to anesthetize it, to deaden it, to destroy it, to not have to live with the pain of struggling towards it and trying to keep it pure?

Moore’s words, in turn, remind me of “Iron,” one of my favorite pieces in The Virtual Tablet of Irma Tre:

In the blood of the spine, there’s a soul that
never breaks, whose blade never

rusts. Fortified with intent, it’s the weapon of your
soul.  Use it carefully, with no

objections and never in anger.  If you follow these
instructions to the letter, then

no one dares cross you in times of war or peace –
unless you’re a fool.

This unbreakable soul, this rust-proof sword seems to be what Lecrivain refers to in “Liquor Hepatis”: a wound-healing “unblemished fire of truth.”  More from the poem:

You begin to see
at the soul’s atomic level,
the small and vast miracle of change
that happens without and within.

Transformation is sometimes traumatic, making the resulting pleasure that much better, the horizons that much wider, as expressed in “Cinnabar”:

You and I smash
Against the walls of our souls…

Exhausted and empty,
we carefully place
curious fingers into the cracks
of our fissured selves,
with tender appreciation
for new dimensions.

And in “Vitriol” (another of my favorites):

We never thank the ones who murder us…
We never appreciate the death of love…
until one day
we awaken, tearless
and excited, for the first time
in years.  We rush to the mirror
and find a new face there to greet us…

The quest for the Philosopher’s Stone, the Ultimate Substance or the Self (the Great Work), what Alan Watts might call It, tends to be a trial-by-crucible that reaches denouement only after an Ingmar-Bergman-caliber spiritual mangling or even a “Hulking out,” as many fellow comic-book dorks might put it.  (The cathartic, enlightened Self is likened to an erupting and annihilating Vesuvius in an Irma Tre piece called “Retort.”)  However, though we may have to endure destruction and heartbreak in order to awaken to understanding and a renewed self, sometimes re-creation requires simply reaching out and bringing the poles of the spectrum together, tapping in to the moment’s music.  In “Quintessence”:

…The connection
established, your voices ascend in song,
a sweet trio attuned to the vibration
of the Cosmos.  There’s no need to prolong
the ecstasy from above or below;
from this perfect union will new life flow.

“Xanthosis/Yellow Phase” (the title cleverly covering the letters X and Y) continues the theme of reconciled polarities:

Intellectual/Intuitive
Rational/Mutable
Fearful/Courageous
Stubborn/Acquiescent
Logic/Passion
Peace/War
Word/Will
Compromise
Conjunction
Inspiration
Poet –

With that closing word we come back to Lecrivain’s claim about the alchemical nature of writing poetry, and, while I’m typing this, I realize that “compromise” and “conjunction” render “reconciled polarities” inaccurate.  Perhaps, as Schiller would have it, polarities can never not be polarities.  They can be made to hold hands but only stand politely side by side.  In other words, to borrow from Schiller again, and to riff off of what Lecrivain seems to be saying, it’s not a matter of blurring opposites but one of harmonizing them – or, better yet, to quote Schiller directly this time, “the absolute including of all.”  He saw one’s blindness to human dignity as the reason one is antagonistic to others, since she/he sees her/his own lowly self in others rather than seeing others, who should be treated with dignity, in himself.

If a soul takes so much to be realized, how priceless it must be.  If Lecrivain is correct in saying the alchemical process is evolutionary, then it’s not an automatic, consciousness-from-accident, impersonal evolution.  Anyone who really considers prehistoric cave paintings can see that the keenness of those early humans has been quite underestimated.  How complex and persistent are human minds!  Every individual (whether a boulder-person or pebble-person) has a chance to effect major changes in her- or himself and the world – and beyond.  As an outspoken anti-utopian I usually wince at most reformative/progressive spiels, but I dig the idea of tending our own gardens: refining ourselves and promoting healthy metaphysical harvests so that positive things can happen on at least a local scale, perhaps creating an aggregate “awakening” to cosmic glory.  The Virtual Tablet of Irma Tre has stirred and reinvigorated my thoughts on this stuff.  For that I’m grateful.

I’ve addressed some of my favorite parts, but honorable mentions are due to “Egg,” “Hermaphrodite,” and “Fixation,” which contains this brilliant, enviable line: “Soon,/you’ll be asleep,/and when you awake,/you’ll always be a sleep.”  A poem called “Geber” also caught my eye since I’m familiar some Geber and False-Geber.  The best line in the poem: “He’s the pharmacist/who regales you/with tales of what happens/to the unwary who mix/SSRIs with chardonnay.”  And “King” features an arousing pre-coupling of the King, “a man among men” with a crowned “rooster-shaped pompadour,” and an expectant Pre-Raphaelite-wet-dream Queen.  She “manifests beyond the pale:/a vision in virginal blue negligee,” and “[h]is staff is at the ready.”  (Is it getting hot in this review, or is it just me?)

The Virtual Tablet of Irma Tre may be the best of what I’ve read of Lecrivain’s work.  She has an enviable knack for being able to produce quality books in a wide subject range pretty regularly.  This latest work inspired me to take a fresh look at magic, alchemy, shamanism and other rich but very misunderstood – even maligned – stuff.  Lecrivain celebrates it all via transformative poetry, a craft she loves, a craft of love, a (forgive me)…lovecraft?


P.S.: The book’s title, The Virtual Tablet of Irma Tre, nods to The Emerald Tablet of Hermes Trismegisatus (the Thrice Great).

IN MADERA CANYON by Jane Holt-Freese

Invite children to visit Arizona’s lovely Madera Canyon without leaving home.  In the tradition of Bringing Rain To Kapiti Plain and “The House That Jack Built,” In Madera Canyon unfolds with progressive verse in which birds, flowers and animals are revealed one by one.  Both parents and teachers are encouraged to purchase this entertaining and educational book.

published by Wheatmark
author’s site
artist’s site

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Jane Freese, a former journalist, photographer, librarian and award-winning writer, shares the wonders of
the hummingbird, the trumpet plant, Madera Canyon Creek, the side-blotched lizard, the Arizona gray squirrel, the mountain lion, the white-tailed deer, the white-nosed coati, the elegant trogon, the western tanager, the black bear, the American kestrel and the Harris hawk.


Rick Wheeler, award-winning painter, illustrator, college mentor, art instructor and graphic artist, produced the book’s wonderful scratchboard paintings.
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Coati







Tanager









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Walter Ruhlmann’s THE LOSS and GMO (GREAT MOMENTS OF OBLIVION)

“Oblivion comes first with fruit and bread…”

published by Flutter Press
learn more and order the book here


“The Loss followed by GMO (Great Moments of Oblivion) was written during a period of doubts and uncertainties. Life’s events always inspire me. They are my fuel, my muses, my most terrible companions when I sit in front of the digital page to write…One year after two of my previous collections were published Maore (Lapwing Publishing) and Carmine Carnival (Lazarus Media), to have this chapbook published fills me with pride and joy. I know this is the best homage I could give to my father. Not only because most of the poems in this collection are about him, our relationship and the frightening gap his death has brought, but because Great Moments of Oblivion is about food, and that he was a chef and taught me how to enjoy food. ” – Walter Ruhlmann

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Walter Ruhlmann works as an English teacher, edits mgversion2>datura and runs mgv2>publishing. His latest collections are Maore published by Lapwing Publications, UK, 2013 and Carmine Carnival published by Lazarus Media, USA, 2013. Coming up in 2014 The Loss through Flutter Press, Crossing Puddles through Robocup Press, and Twelve Times Thirteen through Kind of a Hurricane Press.




Visit Ruhlmann’s blog.

Dustin Brookshire

BAD FRUIT*
for Denise

You’re a bad apple, says my aunt.
She’s thankful I fell from a different tree.

I won’t disagree. Three of her four never
graduated high school. All had shotgun weddings,

and I write letters to one in a Florida prison.
He was on the news—seems like every channel.

I admit: I’m glad we have different last names.
But I’m the apple whose seeds won’t bear fruit,

which makes me bad as gay can be.
How does she speak of her son? The hold up.

His pulling the trigger. A bullet to the back of the head.
How does she explain the fruit she bore?

I say it is rotten to the core.

*This piece was originally published in the sixth issue of Assaracus.

 

 

SIGNS*

My mother dreams of dark running water.
She calls. It was the death dream.

I follow the speed limit.

I walk faster than normal through crosswalks.

I am even more careful when showering,

a fall now seems more probable.

When I was a child she told me

the secret of this dream—

someone would die

but she didn’t know who.

The dream came when my grandmother

was admitted to the hospital,

when a family friend

was supposed to be winning

her battle with cancer.

And, the time it came

when she couldn’t think

of anyone sick, my father’s favorite

employee was hit by a car.

I told you
, she whispered.

I prayed to God—begged Him

not to pass this curse to me.

I had no desire to ache in my soul

with limited knowledge.

As a teenager I thought it all

a world of coincidence—

that there aren’t signs placed

to tell us what will come.

But, yesterday, I was in a bar

with Julie, trying to let go

and when I looked up

I saw we were sitting under

a poster of Dolly Parton.

I knew this was a sign.

The night was going to be good.

Everything on our trip would be okay.

This sign was meant just for me.

Honestly. How much different am I from my mother?



*This piece is forthcoming in the
Queer South anthology (Sibling Rivalry Press, 2014).

 



AFTER THE INTERVIEW
for Dr. G

I’m fascinated with the way
we can purposely betray someone,

how we know we’re doing wrong
then feel guilty with a chance

of it repeating. We can take
someone’s heart and destroy it—

a piece of ice placed
in the sun’s light.

We can hold someone’s hand
so softly, yet twist it suddenly.

I’m fascinated with the way
we can become the betrayed

when once we were the betrayers.
It’s like we’re given medicine

for an illness we once transmitted.
How we miss the warning signs

even though we once created them
and held them high in the air.

I’m fascinated with betrayal.
I’m fascinated with sin itself—

the way it captures us
like a fish on a hook.





© Dustin Brookshire

 

Read the SubtleTea interview with Dustin here.
Get information about his chapbook,
To the One Who Raped Me, here
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Rena Lee

Almost Drowned

I am the girl, whom the sea engulfed,
then spewed on shore.

For a moment I was the center of attention,
a sudden sensation on the beach.

People pressed all around to see –

Lying limp and still, my ears filled with
muffled whispering:

“She almost drowned.”  “She’s almost back.”

In the balance of almost, for a fleeting second,
I had the choice.

“The show was disappointingly short,
at least it had a happy ending,”

the dispersing crowds must’ve thought.

I am the girl, whom the sea took in,
made me, for an instant, his,

then, cast me out on shore,
thus I became an outcast. 

Unable to shake off the salt, I carry on
as a forsaken shell in which emptiness blows.

The sea wants me no more, but the sand does.
From deep below the world’s noise,

I hear its summoning voice, raspy with grains,
choked with tears unshed.

Everyone keeps mistaking me for the girl
who was saved.




Rena Lee, pen name of Rena Kofman, was a poet and writer, a retired Professor of Hebrew from the City University of New York,and the author of twelve books in Hebrew and many magazine publications in both Hebrew and English.

 

Rolf Gompertz

The Storyteller

60 people listen to my 45-minute speech at the Simon Wiesenthal Center, then stay for the Q&A session.

An older man sits at the far end of a row to my right.
As we finish, he leaves.

Moments later he reappears.
He is around my age.

He comes closer.
I see now that he is all choked up,

With tears in his eyes.
I wait for him to say something,

He cannot speak.
What do I do, what can I say?

I move towards him,
I give him a hug,

He hugs back,
We hold each other.

“Thank you,” he mumbles.
Looking at him, I ask,

“Holocaust?”
“Yes.”  He nods and leaves.

What has touched him so deeply?
I will always wonder,

I will never know.
But something I said mattered.

We are all messengers to one another,
We touch souls.  We matter.

We make a difference.



© Rolf Gompertz





Rolf is the author of several books, including A Jewish Novel About Jesus, Sparks of Spirit: How To Find Love and Meaning in Your Life 24 Hours a Day, The Messiah of Midtown Park and To Life! To Love! In Poetry and Prose, a Spiritual Memoir.  He is a regular speaker at the Simon Wiesenthal Center/Museum of Tolerance.

Review of FROM THE FOUR-CHAMBERED HEART: IN TRIBUTE TO ANAIS NIN

From the Four-Chambered Heart: In Tribute to Anais Nin
published by Sybaritic Press, 2013
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Having heard and been disappointed by my share of tribute music albums, I often approach tribute literature with a grain of salt in one hand and keep the other hand free just in case I have to yawn.  Maybe this attitude stems from my lifelong indifference to dressing up for Halloween, and emulous songs or writings seem like costumes rather than unique ensembles.

Now that I’ve bashed the nature of the very thing I’m endorsing, I’m pleased to say that From the Four-Chambered Heart impressed rather than underwhelmed me.  First of all, the honoree is ultra-interesting, and editor Marie Lecrivain should be praised for even thinking of and braving the concept.

Despite her popularity among artistic circles, Nin still seems to be a fringe writer.  As Lecrivain says in Four-Chambered’s introduction, she’s “not for the faint of heart.”  Her harsh polarities, her careless sexuality, her incestuous abandon and her clever perversity aren’t standard fare for readers at large, and, paradoxically, many artistic folks probably worry about digging her for being popular among artistic circles.  The latter are in error, however, because Nin lives up to much of the hype (though I appreciate her for her turbulent persona more than her actual work).

Nin is most famous for her infamous diary, which is responsible for her best-known work of fiction, Henry and June (which chronicles the inexplicable sex triangle that included the slovenly satyr Henry Miller and his Sphinxy wife June).  Even the most bizarre stories in Nin’s erotica could pass as her own sexploits, or at least searing fantasies put to paper.  I say this because burns happen when fire is played with, so compiling poetry and prose based on, inspired by and emulous of such a passionate minx as Nin is not exactly risk-free.  After all, as the editor of this collection bluntly conjectures, her work can be considered to be that of a sociopath.

It’s interesting to see how this controversial woman and author has inspired and influenced different folks.  One might expect much of a Nin-honoring collection to be a field day for vesuvian sexuality and literary smut, but not every piece in Four-Chambered plunges very far into the cessier pools of Nin’s libido.  In fact, there’s a surprising lot of PG-rated stuff.  One of the several exceptions is “Perspectives Across a Dinner Table,” a prose piece written by D.L. Warner, erotica-leaning author and filmmaker (and co-dedicatee of the book).  Two fiction examples are presented: an explicit scene of two lovers exchanging oral sex before having an omelet, and an explicit excerpt from Thomas Harris’s Hannibal, in which the title character sautees sliced human brain while the lobotomized victim (the top of his skull having been removed) sings and babbles stupidly.  The point?  That the former is not as readily accepted as the latter, including by many religious folks.  Warner questions Nin for reducing her wonderfully composed erotica to money-making potboiling, and credits the author for inspiring her own serious erotica.  I’m with Warner.  Delta of Venus and Little Birds, regardless of some of the taboo transgressions, are delightfully written and worthy of the name literature.

I’m a sucker and a stickler for titles, so many of the ones in this collection pleased me: “Anais Nin Waves by the Waves,” “My Soul as Jaguar,” “Blonde in a Red Tunnel,” “Nin and Kafka Drinking Absinthe” and “Fever 2012,” to name some.  And my favorite pieces include Ruth Nolan’s “Forbidden Fruit,” M. Justine Gerard’s dripping “Anni and the Order of Perfectibilis” (rating: five fingers up!), John FitzGerald’s “Five,” Marie Lecrivain’s “My Soul as Jaguar” and Pam Ward’s “Anais’s Husband.”

The book also features black-and-white photography (some of it done by the editor herself), which helps complement a vibe and showcases work in another art medium.  My favorite photograph (by Aunia Kahn) is used as the front-cover image: a woman who is meant to pass for Nin without revealing the face.  This seems to serve a dual-purpose: to hide the model’s identity, and to allow the selected writers to fill in Nin’s face, so to speak.  Or, perhaps, it illustrates the fundamental obscurity of a person we admire and think we know so much.




review by David Herrle, December 2013

Magdalawit Makonnen

Meatus

Little by little escape
to the Eucalyptus trees of your childhood,
to Aba Koran.

True before its name,
sung already,
light portal, wineskin—

Yes, I know you’re here and see that I look,
or move into the young mouth of the veins—
whetting them.






© Magdalawit Makonnen





Born in Ethopia, Magdalawit writes and lives in Los Angeles.

John Valentine

Chattooga River

Cold currents high up, manic. Rush-
roaring from Carolina, boiling down

to Georgia, Lake Tugaloo. White
lather, water witches and roil. Places

only the dead can go: Jawbone, War-
woman, Dead Man’s Pool
. Mount the

mustang no one can ride. Angry froth,
bones shining in the sluice. Rubbed

clean. Rock Jumble, Sock ‘Em Dog:
no prisoners. Cornered, the old stallion

races one last time. Watch it swing wild
with the wind. Headlong, bent for hell,

down it goes, like some great appaloosa,
the last of its kind. Everywhere a halter,

long ropes, a saddle. Everywhere a bit.
See how the barn is closer. After so many

miles, see how she quivers, surrenders.
See how she stills, like water in a well.



© John Valentine